When the Dream Feels Too Far: A Soul Message for Initiates
There’s a moment on the soul path where the vision starts to blur. Not because it’s not meant for you. But because your soul is stretching, burning, growing — and you’re in the thick of it.
Have you been carrying a dream for a long time and you are starting to feel it is just not going to land and manifest? I’m talking to the ones who’ve been doing the work, walking through the fire, facing the shadow, working their butts off — and wondering if it’s all in vain.
Here’s a summary of what came through to me in a meditative state from Spirit the other day. (I will share this to my subscribers via email, so keep an eye out for that)
You are not being tested because you’re failing. You are being initiated because, this lifetime you were ready.
Ready to break the chains of the old and step into a new version of yourself; a new consciousness. This means that you were not going to avoid the fire, but you were ready to walk through it.
This journey you’re on isn’t just about reaching your goals — it’s about becoming the version of you who can energetically hold them in a way that is authentic to you.
That means seeing what you need to see. Letting go of who you once were. And walking through experiences that stretch you beyond what your mind thinks it can bear.
If you’ve been asking, “Why is it so hard?” Know that you’re not doing anything wrong.
You’re in the exact place you need to be — becoming the version of you who doesn’t settle, shrink, or self-abandon.
This is your reminder: The dream is still alive. It wasn’t all about the destination.
It was mostly about the path you walk to achieve and align with the destination.
Here’s how to walk with the weight of the dream — without giving up on yourself.
1. Anchor into the soul, not the outcome.
When you’re tired and the vision feels far away, it’s easy to start believing you’ve failed. But your soul doesn’t measure success by timelines or external results. It measures evolution by truth, integrity, and transformation.
Ask yourself: What has this dream already awakened in me?
Let that be evidence that you’re already changing — even if the material results or form hasn’t caught up yet.
2. Let the fire refine you, not consume you.
Hopelessness shows up when we resist the fire — when we want to fast forward to the finish line. But you can’t shortcut soul growth. The fire is there to burn off what’s false, not to punish you.
Instead of asking, “How much longer?”, ask:
“What part of me is being forged right now?”
Shift from “Why me?” to “What’s being made sacred in me through this?”
3. Tend to your nervous system while tending your vision.
Your soul may be infinite, but your body is tender. Hopelessness intensifies when your system is depleted.
This means grounding in daily rituals: breath, water, sunlight, connection, stillness.
You don’t have to feel hopeful all the time to stay on the path.
You just have to keep tending the spark. That might mean rest. That might mean reaching out. That might mean saying, “I still believe, even with tears in my eyes.”
4. Don’t confuse the dark with the end.
So many initiates give up in the dark — not knowing they’re one step from breaking through.
The breakdown often comes right before the breakthrough. The moment you feel you can’t take one more step is often the exact moment you’re about to see something clearly for the first time.
Hold steady. Stay the course.
You’re not cursed. You’re being called.
5. Remember why your soul chose this dream.
Your dreams aren’t just ideas — they’re soul instructions.
They carry frequency. They’re part of your agreement with this lifetime.
And the truth is, the world needs more people who don’t give up.
People who show what it looks like to keep going — with honesty, with scars, with sacred rage and sacred trust.
The dream is still alive. So are you.
And even if you can’t see the full picture right now, your soul remembers where you’re headed.
So take a breath. Let the fire do what it came to do.
And walk on — not just because of where you’re going, but because of who you’re becoming as you go.
Love
Rebecca-Lee
