The Great Awakening isn’t just about seeing the limits of the systems we were born into — it’s about breaking the chains that keep us locked into repeating the same old cycles.
For generations, we’ve been fed through structures that condition us to stay small — schools, politics, religion, media, even spiritual communities. The real awakening begins when we start breaking out of those loops inside ourselves.
Most of us begin our journey on autopilot — just getting through life, repeating patterns, doing what we’ve been taught. Then something shifts. For some, it’s a crisis that cracks everything open — loss, illness, heartbreak, or burnout. For others, it’s quieter — a soul nudge that whispers there’s more than this, or a moment of safety where the nervous system finally relaxes enough to feel we can make a move.
That’s the real beginning of awakening — when we start asking questions we can’t ignore.
From there, we enter the thirst phase — the hunger to know. We chase knowledge, study every modality, dive into healing work, and pull apart everything we thought was real. That stage can last years, even decades, as we learn new information about a bigger reality.
So many of us went through that first stage — chasing every modality, certification, and course, always needing to know more. That’s how awakening often begins.
But now, a lot of you are in a different stage. (Not everyone — some of you are still in the thirst stage, which is great!) But for those of you who have been on this path for the last decade or two….
You’ve entered integration fatigue.
You’ve done the work. You’ve shifted, cried, released, aligned, cleared — and suddenly… you can’t seem to move like you used to. The ceremonies, rituals, and courses don’t call to you as much. You might feel tired, spacey, or even lost.
All that learning has to land — it needs to shift us on every level. And it is bloody hard work.
The learning can be fun, sometimes challenging as old beliefs fight to stay relevant, but in the thirst-for-knowledge stage it’s like a drug — we just want more and more. But the integration stage can get messy and confusing; because like any other layer of consciousness, we actually need to decide: What out of this new knowledge do I want to make real and true? What resonates for me? What will contribute to the new me?
The more we learn and know, the more we understand that we know nothing. The more we grow, the more we begin to question “what is truth?” Ultimately, it’s what we make it. Are we going to hold on to new truths and beliefs, or can we hold them loosely — flow like water — continuing like the river, flowing and flowing until it lands in the ocean and we understand it’s all just one tiny drop in an infinite sea of truth.
F*ck, it’s overwhelming. It’s exhausting. You’re still deciding who you’re going to be. Where can you land? Do you even need to land? And if not — what are you doing? You’re flying? But where to? It’s here you start to say –
“F*ck, I’m tired. My ego is still wrestling to believe in something solid — it wants a new set of beliefs to hold on to, but what the f*ck do I believe?”
You continue to see beyond the constructs now, through all the fakeness. It is like seeing for the first time but not sure what you are looking at. It is next level awakening. You are still working it out.
And that’s where many of you are now: in integration fatigue.
You’ve recognised limitations within yourself and the systems around you. You’ve seen what needs to let go and grow. You’ve probably addressed family dysfunction as much as you can, worked with your wounded inner child, faced your shadow, and learned to manage your emotions.
You’ve cried, released, aligned, forgiven, let go… and now you simply can’t move like you used to. The body is asking for stillness while it catches up with the soul.
And it’s intense.
The speed we’re evolving at is wild. Many of you have been doing this for decades — and it’s exhausting.
Gen X especially — you’ve been walking the bridge between worlds. No generation has shifted through so many intense changes as you. But you were built for it.
So instead of fighting the fatigue, honour it.
You can’t integrate new frequencies at full speed.
This is the time to move slower — to surrender, to trust.
Not just trust in what’s coming, but trust in how you will move through it.
It’s about facing the last bits of fear that still cling to uncertainty.
Listen closely to what’s shifting inside you.
Balance your masculine and feminine — doing and being.
Watch your emotions — they show you what still needs tending.
Be accountable. Be discerning with who and what you give your energy to.
The awakening is real.
We are in accelerated reality. And every bit of slowing down right now is part of the upgrade.
Take care.
Love Bec
