Fuck me. It’s been brutal the last week. Anyone feeling it?
I swear I’ve been experiencing shit I was dealing with 20 years ago. For me it feels like 2005–10 energy, maybe even earlier. Have you had moments of waking up thinking:
“What the fuck? Am I back at square one? Did everything I healed just evaporate?”
“Has everything I’ve been working towards been a complete waste of fucking time?”
If so — you’re not alone. A lot of my clients and I are in the exact same space, so I’m writing about it because clearly something big is moving for lots of us.
The Collapse of the Old Timelines
Right now the collective field is in another deep energetic recalibration (man, we really came here in light-speed times). Many people feel like everything they’ve built — internally, externally — is slipping through their hands. For some it feels like old feelings and old experiences are knocking on your door demanding to be felt again.
And of course the mind goes straight to:
“Did I fuck up? Am I being punished? Was all this healing an illusion?”
Let me be clear — you’re not failing and you’re not being punished.
I’ve had to dig real deep to understand this… and I don’t believe in karma as external punishment.
This isn’t that.
We Left the Old Timeline — But the New One Wasn’t Ready Yet
Most of us were doing a shit load of work leading up to the great conv*d. And I believe around that time, those of us on that path got off the old timeline. We had to.
Buttttt… we had visions, missions, a sense of purpose we were working towards. We did a lot of inner work… cleared generational shit… started building new dreams.
But after the timeline collapse around 2020, the energy changed.
The door to the old world closed — but the new world didn’t fully arrive.
It is a great thing that we got off the old timeline. The problem is that our sense of direction, purpose, and mission — the ones we were building — kind of died, or rather just wasn’t landing.
Especially when we felt so close to its manifestation.
Who’s been devastated that a long-term mission hasn’t landed?
It’s fucked.
But ultimately it couldn’t. Not fully. Because it was built in the transition energy.
Welcome to the In-Between
What I’ve come to understand is this:
The version of you you’ve been operating from — the one who broke the chains, healed, grew, learned, and rebuilt for the last twenty years — has been a transitional version of yourself.
A temporary identity.
A bridge-self.
A self designed to walk you OUT of the old timeline, but not yet the full version of who you truly are.
It was necessary.
But it was never meant to be permanent.
Now the Transitional Self Is Collapsing
We are dissolving the temporary layers.
The energetic scaffolding.
The in-between identities we created to get through the last era.
And those dreams and missions?
For some of you, they will be dead in the water — and they may not be resurrected. Thank them for being there through the transition. They kept you focused, inspired, maybe even motivated.
For others, the mission will need a tweak, a change, or a new direction — and soon you will understand what that is.
Because your soul is shifting again, now, out of the transitional self you have been.
Far out — it’s exhausting down here on this Contiki tour, isn’t it?
But you didn’t reincarnate here to fuck around.
The remnants of these old structures can’t hold the frequency you’re stepping into, so the temporary scaffolding is now coming down… arrrrggghhhh, it hurts. lol.
It can’t support where you’re going.
Those who have been doing the inner work feel this intensely — because you’re the ones shifting timelines.
This Is Why Everything Feels Wrong, Lost, or Pointless
This is what happens when a timeline closes and you haven’t landed on the new one. You’re standing in the gap — no longer belonging to the old world and not yet anchored in the new one.
It’s disorienting because your reference points are gone.
You can’t recognise your future.
Your internal compass feels broken when you were so clear on where you were going — but the fuck… it is not happening!!
Some of You Are Being Brutally Pushed
Not because you failed.
Not because you’re being punished.
But because the new timeline is finally ready to anchor — and the Universe will not let you drag your transitional identity into it.
When the soul and the universe align and say “It’s time,” anything that was temporarily needed and is now not needed gets dismantled.
Yep, it can feel harsh.
The Doorway Between Timelines
Timelines change when the soul has extracted what it needed — and for many of you that completion happened a couple of years ago, in that period that either f*cked us or woke us up.
So yes, it is absolutely normal right now to feel like you have no direction, no clarity, no future you can grasp, or to feel like you failed, questioning whether it was all for nothing.
You’re standing in the doorway with the old room dismantled and the new room still being built.
The work you’ve done was not for nothing.
The “lostness” is actually the completion.
The New Timeline Is Coming
Don’t give up.
Don’t judge yourself.
The scaffold you needed to break your chains is now dissolving because you’ve done the work. The new structure, the new energy, the new identity — the true you — is forming.
Over the coming months this is going to land strongly.
And yes, some of you may feel like you’ve hit rock bottom again recently. Some slid into old behaviours. Some felt like they were watching their old selves resurrect.
This is part of the transition.
The transition is the space where you notice the parts of yourself that no longer fit — and choose not to resurrect them again.
You’re done, ok?
Crossing the Threshold
The new timeline comes when you stop negotiating with old stories.
When you stop resuscitating what has already died.
When you honour the collapse rather than trying to rebuild the past.
You don’t enter the new timeline by forcing a breakthrough — you enter it by letting the old complete its cycle.
You’re in the corridor between timelines.
The old world has released you.
The new one is forming.
And this in-between — as uncomfortable as it is — is where your soul rearranges itself into its next true shape.
Let what’s ending, end.
Let what’s falling away, fall away.
The path isn’t disappearing — it’s recalibrating to match who you are now, and who we’re becoming together.
Sending love,
Rebecca-Lee
www.rebecca-lee.com
Want to make sure you’re fully ready for the new door — and not looping the same cycles?
Watch this:
https://youtu.be/XVfzwuMDkSg
